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I am not enough

I’ve always felt that I’m not enough of something….

Not smart enough, not fast enough, not prepared enough, not strong enough, not pretty enough, not a hard enough working…the list goes on

I’ve been like this so long, what am I without it? I’m not even unique, what keeps me from the other broken people with problems they can’t solve.

Maybe if I were a better enough person in all those aspects, maybe the shit parts of my life wouldn’t have happened?

Maybe I’d be accomplished, maybe I’d love drawing, maybe I’d be strong and fearless, maybe I wouldn’t have been bullied, maybe I wouldn’t have been discarded.

I bought nail polish and eyeliner to be pretty, I deluded myself into believing I got it so I could be cute for myself when really I just want to be acknowledged and appreciated.

I feel so invisible, I just want to be actively loved. I sound like the quintessential annoying cry baby girl that everyone knows and hates.

I want for so many things I can’t have. I have so many questions that will never be answered and will be swept under the rug along with me.

Why am I broken, I just want to be sure of things about me like I am with school work. Everyone around me is having their own problems and I’m too busy being a mess to be able to do anything.

I can’t identify the problem, I don’t know how to solve it.

All I know is I’m the problem, but you can’t solve people…

I hate this feeling…I don’t want to be anywnere…

obesitycore:

the really shitty thing about being told that youre smart your whole entire life is that as soon as you dont understand something you just kind of completely shut down and his this big shitty crisis because maybe youre not as smart as youve always been told 

I crave space. It charges my batteries. It helps me breathe. Being around people can be so exhausting, because most of them love to take and barely know how to give - except for a rare few.

- Katie Kacvinsky (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
Track: Anaconda
Artist: HATSUNE MIKU???
Plays: 325265

broderrickstrider:

make this go fucking viral

OK OH LORD OK FUCKING LORD YES. THANK YOU LORD ABOVE

The idea of love and inclusiveness appeals to me more than anything else

…the human drive to want what they can’t have

I’m reading Ovid’s Metamorphoses, and I’m at the part where he’s describing Narcissus’ s beauty

And the only face that comes to mind is Jo2uke’s….


I am in too deep

My problem is that I keep thinking I am on equal ground with others when I’m actually beneath them. I have this insane notion that I should be able to have good things that others have, but I just seem unable to accept reality.

psychofactz:

More Facts on Psychofacts :)

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